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A psychiatric expert says there is no evidence that Lauren Dickason was experiencing psychosis or delusions at the time she allegedly murdered her three little girls.
While she was depressed - he said - she was not at the severe end of the scale and does not meet the threshold for insanity.
Further he says there is no basis for a defence of infanticide because any depression Dickason experienced started as a teenager and not as a result of any pregnancy.
聽鈥淚 agree she was depressed at the time, I agree it was a significant depression... but it is not connected to childbirth - how could it be? It started before that,鈥 he said.
Dickason is charged with murdering Liane, 6, and 2-year-old twins Maya and Karla at their Timaru home in September 2021 shortly after the family emigrated from Pretoria, South Africa.
The 42-year-old admits to killing the girls but pleaded not guilty to the murder charges by reason of insanity or infanticide.
For 12 days the jury at her High Court trial has been hearing evidence about Dickason鈥檚 life - her upbringing, marriage, the gruelling fertility treatment she underwent to have children and her long battle with anxiety and depression.
The trial is now in the expert witness phase, with five psychiatrists - two for the Crown and three for the defence - being called to give opinions on whether Dickason was insane at the time of the alleged murders and if this is a case of infanticide.
Twins Maya and Karla with their older sister Liane Dickason.
The first Crown expert is Dr Erik Monasterio, who began giving evidence yesterday.
The jury heard earlier from prosecutor Andrew McRae that the Crown experts determined that 鈥渢here is no medical defence here, and that the evidence will firmly point towards murder鈥.
Monasterio is a consultant forensic psychiatrist with almost 30 years of experience as a specialist assessor and former clinical director and director of area mental health services for the Canterbury Regional Forensic Service.
He has experience in hundreds of homicides, including specific insanity and infanticide cases.
He began giving evidence yesterday, telling the court that he spent about nine hours interviewing Dickason as soon as she was well enough after the alleged murders.
Monasterio said his duty - in all cases - was 鈥渢o the court鈥 and he did not 鈥渇avour鈥 any party.
鈥淵ou will get my opinion - irrespective of whether I am instructed by the court, the defence or the prosecution,鈥 he said.
Today before he gave his formal findings on insanity and infanticide Monasterio revealed what Dickason told him she was feeling in the hours leading up to the alleged murders.
鈥淚 felt like a failed mother,鈥 she said.
鈥淢y children always prefer Graham 鈥 they didn鈥檛 want to be with me.鈥
She said she felt 鈥渓ike a spring getting tighter鈥 and that 鈥淚 am going to do something鈥.
She felt her husband was 鈥渘ot coping鈥 and she felt 鈥渙verworked and alone鈥.
鈥淚 didn鈥檛 feel like myself 鈥 I couldn鈥檛 see myself going through another day,鈥 she told Monasterio.
鈥淎ll I wanted was some quiet鈥 I want this to stop 鈥 I didn鈥檛 want to feel like a bad parent anymore.鈥
Crown Prosecutor Andrew McRae. Photo / George Heard
Monasterio said Dickason then 鈥渞emembered鈥 the children had played with cable ties in South Africa which led her to think about strangling them.
She went and got cable ties from the garage and proceeded to try and asphyxiate the girls.
Dickason eventually smothered the children with a towel.
After they were dead Monasterio said she was 鈥渟haking really badly鈥 and she took several pills to calm herself down.
She said she 鈥渉ad not planned a suicide method鈥 until after she killed her daughters.
She tried various ways to end her own life. The Herald will not publish these details.
鈥淗er next memory is of waking up in the intensive care unit in 鈥榮hock and horror鈥 and 鈥榮urprised to be alive鈥,鈥 Monasterio said
Dickason told Monasterio she felt 鈥渄eeply depressed鈥, despondent, hopeless and pessimistic.
鈥淭he worst I have felt in my life,鈥 she claimed.
She did not engage in any suicide attempts or self-harm before the night she killed the girls and even then Monasterio said she 鈥渉ad no clear plan of suicide鈥 at the time.
鈥淪he denied any sign of psychosis at any time,鈥 he said.
鈥淪he denied any delusional beliefs.鈥
Monasterio said he carefully looked at 鈥渆very single piece of information鈥 provided to him about Dickason and 鈥渃ritically looked鈥 at whether there was any sign of a 鈥減sychotic symptom鈥.
鈥淚 have not found any evidence for that in my review of all of the information that鈥檚 been disclosed,鈥 he said.
Monasterio said Dickason reported her actions were 鈥渦nplanned and impulsive鈥 and stemmed from feelings 鈥渙f desperation鈥 and 鈥渋nability to cope with the pressure鈥 of living in New Zealand.
鈥淪he acknowledged considerable anger towards the twins 鈥 she said when Graham left the house she was overwhelmed with a sense that she could not cope and could not see a way forward,鈥 he said.
鈥淭he reported that she then thought 鈥榯his has to stop, I can鈥檛 do another day鈥.鈥
The Dickason girls. Photo / Supplied
Monasterio said Dickason described 鈥渁wareness of her actions鈥 during the alleged murders which he believed would have taken up to 20 minutes.
鈥淪he reported that once she set about harming the children, they had to die 鈥 she reported she had no clear plan on how she would commit suicide after killing the children although her intention was to die,鈥 he said.
He told the court in his fourth interview with Dickason she told him a different story.
鈥淪he reported that she realised she committed the offences 鈥榯o protect my children鈥,鈥 he said.
鈥淪he reported 鈥業 couldn鈥檛 leave them behind they would suffer too much 鈥 I was very, very sick - I have never been that depressed.
鈥淪he was convinced her children would not be able to cope and would suffer too much if she committed suicide and left them behind.
鈥淪he reported that her inability to talk to Graham and his lack of understanding and support was a strong factor in her sense of despair.鈥
In the final interview, Dickason continued to deny any psychosis and said she was 鈥渋n a muddle鈥 during earlier sessions with Monasterio and had only recently been able to understand why she killed the girls.
Accused 鈥榙rove鈥 emigration to New Zealand - what Graham Dickason told Dr Monasterio
Dickason gave consent for Monasterio to interview her husband.
Graham Dickason told the expert his wife was 鈥渙n board with emigrating to New Zealand鈥 and in fact 鈥渟he drove it鈥.
鈥淚t was clear we could have backed out at any time,鈥 Graham Dickason said.
While he knew his wife was 鈥渟tressed鈥 about their cramped temporary home in Timaru and what she saw as an inadequate rental market, her depression 鈥渄id not appear to be that severe鈥.
鈥淚t was all under control with medications,鈥 Graham Dickason told Monasterio.
He said his wife was 鈥渁ctively involved with settling in鈥 including taking care of the grocery shopping and making preparations for the girls to start school.
鈥淗e did not notice the defendant was objectively disabled,鈥 Monasterio told the jury.
鈥淭here was nothing outwardly unusual on the day of the alleged offences 鈥 there seemed to be nothing out of the ordinary with Lauren.
鈥淪he was not observedly distressed or with any unusual behaviour.鈥
Dr Monasterio鈥檚 formal finding - no to insanity, infanticide
Monasterio told the court he had conducted at least 2000 鈥渕ental state examinations鈥 and carried one out with Dickason.
He said she 鈥渆ngaged well鈥 and had 鈥渁ppropriate rapport鈥.
Her emotions were 鈥渂lunted鈥 and she 鈥渃onsistently cried鈥 but despite her distress remained cooperative and concentrated at all times.
鈥淪he did not appear to be suspicious, there was no indication of unusual or bizarre behaviours,鈥 said Monasterio.
鈥淗er thought processes were linear and goal-directed without evidence of poverty of thought or thought disorder.
鈥淪he did not exhibit any cognitive impairment.鈥
Monasterio gave the jury his clinical and legal opinions just after midday today.
He acknowledged Dickason鈥檚 lifelong struggle with perfectionism, anxiety and 鈥渞ecurrent鈥 depression and noted she had 鈥渧ulnerable personality traits鈥.
He also noted she had thoughts of suicide but reiterated she never made any plans to carry out any form of self-harm.
In the lead-up to the alleged murders, there was an 鈥渋nsidious鈥 increase in her depression and anxiety.
Monasterio said that was directly 鈥減recipitated and perpetuated鈥 by 鈥渁n unfortunate number of severe stressors and adverse incidents鈥.
Those included:
- Recurrent long periods of Covid lockdown
- Serious civil unrest and risk to the safety of the defendant鈥檚 family in South Africa.
- Multiple challenges and delays before immigration to New Zealand
- Covid infection of two of the defendant鈥檚 daughters
- A minor surgical procedure on her foot
- An alleged marked deterioration in the children鈥檚 behaviours
- Marital stress
鈥淭he defendant describes marked sleep impairment, poor appetite for faint loss, loss of enjoyment for most activities, diminished energy levels fluctuating in feelings of hopelessness and morbid preoccupations,鈥 he told the jury.
Dickason also described 鈥減ersistent and pronounced anxiety symptoms鈥 and 鈥渋ntermittent marked exacerbation of anxiety consistent with panic episodes鈥.
However, Monasterio did not believe this was a case of infanticide or insanity.
鈥淚n my opinion, the defendant鈥檚 psychiatric diagnosis in the lead up to and at the time of the alleged offences is major depressive per recurrent with moderate to severe severity,鈥 he told the jury.
鈥淭here is no evidence that this current episode of depression has a pregnancy, postpartum or lactation cause.
鈥淭here was no clear evidence that the defendant experienced any symptoms of psychosis associated with this condition.鈥
Police at the scene of the alleged murders. Photo / George Heard
Monasterio said he was 鈥渋mpressed鈥 with Dickason鈥檚 鈥渃ognitive flexibility鈥 in the days and hours before she killed the girls.
鈥淭here is no evidence that she was significantly cognitively impaired in the lead-up to the alleged offences 鈥 she was not at the severe end of the spectrum,鈥 he opined.
鈥淭here is no evidence that this current episode of depression has a pregnancy, postpartum cause ... There is no clear evidence that the defendant experienced any symptoms of psychosis associated with this condition.
鈥淚n terms of severity - the defendant describes marked severity of subjective distress and impairment, melancholia with limited objective functional impairment.
鈥淚n my opinion, there is no evidence that the defendant has suffered from catatonic symptoms ... or abnormal behaviours at times associated with severe depression or psychosis in the lead up to or at the material time.
鈥淚n my opinion, the anxiety symptoms and worrying ruminations are mostly consistent with the severe stresses the defendant faced in the 6 to 12-month period before the alleged offences, the underlying temperament and the depressive disorder and are not accounted for by a separate diagnosis.鈥
In legal terms, Monasterio said Dickason suffered from a relapsing depressive illness and generalised anxiety.
However, the evidence did not show Dickason met the legal threshold for insanity.
鈥淚n my opinion, the severe impact of the mood and anxiety symptoms on the defendant鈥檚 mental state suggests - but is not conclusive - that she fulfilled criteria for a disease of the mind at the time
鈥淭he objective evidence of the impact of the mood and anxiety symptoms on the defendant鈥檚 capacity to function in the lead up to the alleged offences is moderate.鈥
Monasterio said it was more likely that 鈥渁nger and frustration鈥 at her children 鈥渃ontributed to the alleged offences鈥.
He also said there was no clear evidence of an altruistic motive, as claimed by the defence earlier in the trial.
Monasterio said Dickason 鈥渕aintained awareness of her behaviours鈥 and 鈥渄oes not have an insanity defence鈥.
鈥淪he systematically strangled the children and seemingly methodically checked for vital signs before resorting to smothering them until they were dead.
鈥淭he alleged offences are unlikely to have been impulsive.
鈥淚n my opinion, as the defendant maintained awareness and behaved systematically, there is no evidence that she was in an automat state or that she did not understand the nature and quality of her actions at the material time.鈥
No basis for infanticide defence says expert
Monasterio accepted Dickason had a disease of the mind 鈥渁s a starting point鈥 but it was not severe enough to provide a defence of insanity or infanticide.
He told the jury he had looked 鈥渁ssiduously鈥 for evidence of the 鈥渟evere depression鈥 Dickason claimed.
He could not find any evidence of that and said 鈥渙bjectively鈥 - her depression was moderate.
鈥淭here is no evidence that the defendant suffered from any symptoms of psychosis and particular delusional preoccupations.
鈥淭he defendant鈥檚 mood and anxiety disorder does not appear to have caused such significant cognitive impairment that she was rendered incapable of understanding the moral wrongfulness of the alleged offences.
鈥淭here is also no evidence that the defendant suffers from 鈥榥atural鈥 and 鈥榠ntellectual impairment鈥 as defined in鈥 the Crimes Act.
鈥淭herefore, on the balance of probability, in my opinion, the defendant does not have an insanity defence.鈥
鈥淭he balance falls quite heavily against the defence of insanity.鈥
The trial for Lauren Dickason is underway at the High Court in Christchurch. Photo / George Heard
In terms of infanticide, Monasterio said any depression Dickason suffered at the times of the alleged murders could not be linked to the birth of her children.
鈥淭he defendant had fully recovered from the episodes of depression associated with the effects of giving birth.
鈥(She) achieved full remission of symptoms鈥 even when she weaned herself off the antidepressant medication.
鈥淪he had a history of these symptoms before pregnancy鈥 the depressive disorder鈥 occurred well before the defendant鈥檚 pregnancy鈥 the depression was already there before she gave birth so it cannot be called postpartum.
鈥淚t is likely that the effects of pregnancy and adaptation to the demands of motherhood and the care of three young children contributed too - but did not fully account for the defendant鈥檚 major depressive disorder at the time of the children鈥檚 birth.鈥
鈥淭here is no evidence the defendant has an infanticide defence available,鈥 he said.
His evidence continues and he will be cross-examined by the defence later today.
Defence expert - Dickason killed 鈥榦ut of love鈥
Monasterio鈥檚 evidence followed the first defence expert Dr Susan Hatters-Friedman - a forensic and reproductive psychiatrist.
Her formal聽聽- where a parent kills 鈥渙ut of love鈥 rather than out of anger or hate.
She believed Dickason was 鈥渟everely depressed and had developed psychotic thinking鈥.
鈥淚t is my opinion that at the time of her alleged offending Lauren Dickason was labouring under a disease of the mind to such an extent that it rendered her incapable of knowing that the act was morally wrong,鈥 she opined.
鈥淪he conceptualised that [killing the children] was the right thing to do.鈥
The case so far:
Lauren Anne Dickason is on trial in the High Court at Christchurch before Justice Cameron Mander and a jury of eight women and four men.
The Crown alleges Dickason murdered the children in a 鈥渃alculated鈥 way because she was frustrated, angry and resentful of them.
Graham and Lauren Dickason with their children before the triple homicide. Photo / Supplied
It acknowledges Dickason suffered from sometimes-serious depression, it maintains she knew what she was doing when she killed the girls.
Last week,聽and killed them 鈥渕ethodically and purposefully, perhaps even clinically鈥.
The defence says Dickason was a severely mentally disturbed woman in the depths of postpartum depression and did not know the act of killing the children was morally wrong at the time of their deaths.
Further, it says she was 鈥渋n such a dark place鈥 she had decided to kill herself and felt 鈥渋t was the right thing to do鈥 to 鈥渢ake the girls with her鈥.
The trial is expected to run for at least another week.
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