Life in prison doesn鈥檛 have quite such a literal meaning for a butcher who used three different knives to stab his wife to death.
Peter Lamont will be deported back to Britain in March of next year after serving 15 years in prison for the murder of his wife Lindsay.
Ordinarily, a convicted murderer who is released on parole will be subject to post-release conditions for the rest of their lives and can be recalled to prison if they breach any of those strict rules.
But Lamont will, in essence, be a free man when he steps off the plane in London next year because the New Zealand Parole Board鈥檚 authority does not extend internationally.
鈥淲e have no control over you when you go back to the UK. If you were released into New Zealand we would have put lots of conditions on you,鈥 a member of the board told Lamont on Tuesday afternoon as his release was approved.
鈥淭o some extent, we鈥檙e trusting you.鈥
鈥楬e won鈥檛 be watched by anybody鈥
But the family of the woman he killed are concerned about the board鈥檚 decision, according to close family friend Rose Ruddle.
鈥淵ou鈥檙e sending this man back there, the poor person living next door to him won鈥檛 have a clue,鈥 Ruddle said.
鈥淚t鈥檚 very frustrating鈥 he won鈥檛 be watched by anybody.
鈥淚 don鈥檛 trust him.鈥
Undated picture of Lindsay Lamont with her grand-daughter. Lindsay was murdered by her husband Peter Lamont (inset) in their family home in Greymouth in 2009. Photo / supplied / Composite photo
Lamont has said he plans to stay in London, rather than head north to his homeland of Scotland. However, the fact no one can stop him if he should decide to move is a concern for Lindsay鈥檚 daughters, Ruddle said.
鈥淭hey鈥檙e both flat and disappointed at the decision. But it won鈥檛 bring their mum back,鈥 she said.
鈥淚n a way, we鈥檙e all relieved that we don鈥檛 have to keep going through this every year.
鈥淚t鈥檚 not really life in prison, he鈥檚 got 15-and-a-half years.鈥
Lamont, 61, handed himself into police after murdering his wife at their home near Greymouth in 2009.
A butcher by trade, he had been drinking throughout the day and was preparing food when he lashed out at his wife, stabbing her several times.
The first knife broke with the force of the stabbing so he grabbed another, which also broke. A third knife was bent at a 90-degree angle by the time Lamont had stabbed her 25 times.
He was jailed for life in 2010 and ordered to serve at least 14-and-a-half years in jail. In January, he appeared before the board where it found he had been, by all accounts, a model prisoner. But the panel had concerns about their lack of oversight when they released him, given Immigration New Zealand had served him with a deportation notice.
鈥業鈥檝e caused enough destruction and trauma鈥
On Tuesday, Lamont appeared before the board again where he assured them he had no plans to travel back to Scotland as it wasn鈥檛 fair on Lindsay鈥檚 family.
鈥淚鈥檝e said from the start I won鈥檛 go back up there, I鈥檝e caused enough destruction and trauma,鈥 he said.
鈥淚鈥檝e done enough.鈥
Lamont has been questioned at previous appearances before the board about his explanations for why he killed Lindsay not being particularly credible, with a report from January noting that 鈥渞eally, he did not have an explanation for why he brutally murdered his wife鈥.
This week he said that on the day of the murder he鈥檇 been at the pub drinking when his wife phoned the establishment and had 鈥渟creamed鈥 at him to come home and make dinner.
Lindsay Lamont with her granddaughter. Photo / Supplied
鈥淪he was actually saying, you鈥檙e useless, you do this all the time, you don鈥檛 think about me. I didn鈥檛 like that because she was a big part of my life and I did think about her,鈥 Lamont said.
鈥淭hat hurt me.鈥
鈥淚t鈥檚 an odd reaction though to stab her because you cared about her?鈥 one of the board members said in response.
Lamont explained it had been the culmination of months of building tension, and an escalation in the number of fights the couple were having.
鈥淚t was starting to go down the toxic line, constant arguments on both sides,鈥 he said.
Within an hour of returning home to cook dinner, Lindsay was dead. Lamont told the board the phone call to the pub chastising him in front of his friends had made him angry.
But he still claims he can鈥檛 remember the murder itself even though he handed himself in at the Greymouth police station shortly afterwards and confessed to the killing, saying a veil had descended over him and he鈥檇 鈥渏ust snapped鈥.
鈥淭he only thing I can remember is telling her to shut up and I had that knife in my hand when I was chopping veges,鈥 he told the board.
He was asked directly why he murdered his wife, with the board noting he鈥檇 been unable to give them a firm explanation in the past.
鈥淭here were a lot of things that I never dealt with, stuffing them away and then getting angry about it. Things never getting resolved because I was just getting angry,鈥 Lamont said.
鈥楻ock bottom鈥
Lamont failed to graduate from a programme for violent offenders in 2021 but took the same course again and passed, telling the board he had initially been too interested in protecting himself.
鈥淚 had to go to rock bottom to have a real hard look at myself,鈥 he said.
鈥淚t benefited me 鈥 I showed my vulnerability, which is a thing I鈥檇 never done my whole life鈥.
Lamont鈥檚 registered victims had written submissions, which he had a chance to read and respond to before the hearing began.
鈥淚 know what I鈥檝e done to that family has destroyed them,鈥 he said.
鈥淭hey had trusted me and I broke that trust.鈥
Jeremy Wilkinson is an Open Justice reporter based in Manawat奴 covering courts and justice issues with an interest in tribunals. He has been a journalist for nearly a decade and has worked for 九一星空无限 since 2022.
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